Everything is still as it was when I came last time... the same as it has been for as long as I can possibly remember. Same smell, same place for everything.. the only thing new is the blankets my grandma placed over her flowers because the news warned her to due to expected frost. But, along with the house being the same, so are the views of the two dimensionally mind of my father.. will he EVER learn? His sister has moved back into the basement of his parents house where he has spend 97% of his life, and she greatly needs Jesus. Thus, pray for that woman, and the whole family while your at it.
Mom was suppose to come down Sunday due to the fact it was Easter, a holiday always devoted to being with her and waiting all day to eat a famous dish she tried out. However, it was spent with Ryan's family half the day, and mine- minus mom- the other half, which leads me back to the beginning of this post.
Friday I go to Chrysalis, and I'm head over heels excited. I really feel like I need to go. I'm tired of being a back row Christian- although on Facebook I'm 'the model Christian'- or so that's what every 'Truth is' post lets on.
All in all, I'm ready for a change.. in more ways than the fact my grandparents' bathroom closet is in the same order it has been my whole life, and I still can't reach the stupid blow dryer that is on the top shelf.
I'm also ready to change...
- The relationship my brothers & me have- I wanna be closer to them.
- The fact I always let my room get in a mess..
- My Facebook addiction.
- My bad posture.
- My pale skin...
- Fighting with Ryan over his selfishness.
- Dad's problems.
- My oldest sister & me's relationship, which is currently nonexistent.
But, you can't always have what you want, I guess.
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